Sunday

love life? Nahh.


Most of my friends have boyfriends, but when I really think about it, it’s not something that I need in life right now. Having someone to hang out with, spend time with, and love everyday would be something very nice, but not essential at this point in time of my life. I also think that getting a good education and being involved in sports and extra-curricular activates is more important than hanging out with a boyfriend. When I hear or talk to older couples or parents of my friends about them being high school sweethearts it makes me wonder how they really did with their high school education. Most of them say they didn’t do very good and I bet it was because they were too occupied with their significant other.

My mom always complains about how she is going to be alone for the rest of her life. She doesn’t really get out too much and has been let down by a couple people online. I always tell her that meeting people online is never a good idea because anything could happen, and I don’t wish that for her. She always tells me that she has no way to meet any guys because there aren’t any good places to meet guys. I believe it has to come natural and you can’t go out and look for them because they will come to you. I am always told that I could get a decent boyfriend, but I never really try that hard, and I’m okay with that because I’m better off right now. Now that I am getting older and smarter, I have realized that having a relationship in college would only throw me off. It's one of those things that would be really nice, but not necessary. I would rather just have really good guy friends that I can just hang out with that won't be a distraction.
Another upcoming event has really been bothering me; WPA-Women Pay All dance. I don't have a date, but yet I am too shy to ask any guys. One thing that bothers me the most about WPA is that the girls have to ask the guys. This is definitely not one of my favorite things to do. I'm am never really sure who I want to go with and by the time I decide, normally its too late to ask the person I want to go with because they already have a date. Whenever dances roll around, my self-esteem gets really low because I feel like I'm not good enough for any guys because they don't ask me. I guess that is one thing in life I am going to have to overcome.

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